The Most My Favourite Song

gambar sebagai hiasan yerk...

"All Your Attention"

Don't want you looking at the stars tonight

I just want your eyes on me

I wanna be the only thing on your mind

I'll be all you need

Don't want you talking on the phone, don't go out

I just want you here with me

Don't want you spending time alone

Stay around, I'll be all you need

Can't you see you hold my heart in your hands

You own me, you own me

I need you to survive

I know I'm alive when you hold me

Hold me

Don't want to share you with the stars in the night

I only want you to only want me

Now, then and forever

I'm even jealous of the sun in your eyes

I want you looking at me, only me

I want all your attention

Forgive me if I seem to need you too much

You illuminate my soul

Don't think that I could breathe without your touch

You could never know

When I'm with you I've got nothing to hide

You know me, you know me

I need you to survive

I know I'm alive when you hold me

Hold me

Don't want to share you with the stars in the night

I only want you to only want me

Now, then and forever

I'm even jealous of the sun in your eyes

I want you looking at me, only me

I want all your attention

Can't you see you hold my heart in your hands

You own me, you own me

I need you to survive
I know I'm alive when you hold me

Hold me

Don't want to share you with the stars
Don't want the moon to touch your heart

I only want you to only want me
Now, then and forever
I'm even jealous of the sun in your eyes

I want you looking at me, only me
I want all your attention

1 want you looking at me, only me
I want all your attention

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i do heart Daniel Bedingfield's song since 'if your not the one'. this song straightly hit me..my situation right now!!i hope someday i will be with the person i truly and faithfully love.. the lyrics are so romantic..love it so so much..even though i heard it over and over again i don't get bored.. same as her sister, Natasha.. she's wonderful. The unique of their song, which is meaningful, dense with poetry & beautiful

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hehe, does he looks like Daniel? nope :P, he's kinda cute & this is my hunny~ LOL. let's see what he singing for me...

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,

when I'm in you?

I can only stay clean

when you are around.

Don't let me fall.

If I close my eyes forever,

would it ease the pain?

Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,but you're the drug

that keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar,but all I really know is

you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,

I made a million mistakes.

Am I too late?

There is a storm in my head;

it rains on my bed

when you are not here.

I'm not afraid of dying,

but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,

but you're the drug

that keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar,

but all I really know is

you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me

love is going through to me.

Oh it's beautiful.

Everything is clear to me

'till I hit reality

and I lose it all...

I lose it all...

I lose it all.

I lose it all...

Nah nah nah nah nah nah...

Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....

nah nah nah nah nah nah....

You're the only reason,

Yeah, you're the only reason

I'm trying,Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,

Don't want to lose it all,

Don't want to lose it all,

I'm trying, I'm trying..

I'm trying ...

Yeah, you know I'm addicted,

You know I'm addicted,

Yeah, you know I'm addicted....

ADDICTED - ENRIQUE EGLESIAS

love you hunny~

google-about me

Rules: The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

I AM...

a cute and sexy[perasan] girl

I REALLY WANT TO GO TO...

India~~

MY FAVOURITE PLACE IS...

my bedroom with aircond

MY FAVOURITE THING IS...

strawberry stuff

MY FAVOURITE DRINK IS ...

strawberry milkshake

MY FAVOURITE FOOD IS...

cakes,

cookies

and..

ice-cream (actually i love all those in fridge!)

MY FAVOURITE COLOR...

red!!

I LIVE IN...

Ampang, KL

I WAS BORN AT...

tanjong tokong, pulau pinang

I ATTENDED...

SMK Kerteh

UGM in jogjakarta

MY FAVOURITE STORY...

veer-zaara

and..

if only (both of them makes me cry *sob sob*)

MY HOBBIES ARE...

drawing

and..

reading comics

I WISH FOR...

marry with the person i love (ameen!)

Thank You Mr. Wazim

This charichatur is me, imagened by Wazim, my friend from India. He asking a girl to draw this.

You can notice my big eye and small lips.. CUTE!

THANX WAZIM!!!

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12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone

IT'S TRUE!!!!
12 Ways to Know That You Love Someone

TWELVE:

You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:

You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:

You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:

You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:

When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you. You see only him/her.

SIX:

He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:

You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:

You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:

While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:

You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number 7 is missing.

ONE:

You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

:D

NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST.......
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A Story of 'Tukang Menggosok Baju'

Actually, bukan cite pasal tukang gosok tu, tapi pasal anak dia..

this story tells you about marriage =D

Tukang gosok baju saya ni, Mak Ngah, sbnrnya tukang sapu. sbb dia x cukup dia, dia pun keje sambilan menggosok baju.... sebakul RM15. Kadang2 mum bagi jugak la duit lebih utk zakat, atau bagi baju2 lama, atau barang x terpakai. My parents sll tolong dia sbb kesiankan dia yg sorang2 cari duit dlm family. Suami ada tapi suka main judi.

Alkisah bermula, dia ada anak pompuan yg same age as mine, Halida. Halida ni tinggi lampai, berkulit hitam manis. Waktu aku form 5, aku sll nampak dia dating ngan Ijat. Ijat lak putih & bole tahan la.. :D

Tup.. tup.. lepas SPM jer, kawin la diorg. Tekejut jugak aku, sbb dia budak sekolah kitaorg paling cepat kawin. Mungkin dalam sekali ya cinta mereka, thought of me that time.

However, menurut my mum, slepas 6 bulan berkahwin, Halida bitau Mak Ngah dia sakit perut. Dia p spital ngan Ijat. Mak dia pun mai tgk Halida tu sbb dia masuk spital. Tgk2, dia dah beranak.. terus Mak Ngah tampar si Ijat. Dia x tahu slama ni Halida ni ngandung satu. Pastu, Halida ni ngandung sblm kawin lagi..

Tapi, Mak Ngah sll puji Ijat ni. sbb dia ni bertanggungjawab & syang Halida. W/p kerja x seberapa, tapi dia menantu Mak Ngah paling baik..

One day, adik Halida, Siti (bukan nama sebenar sbb aku x igt nama dia) datang ke rumah aku krn family aku nak kasi barang2 x pakai kat Mak Ngah. family aku nak pindah masa tu. Siti ni datang dengan seorang lelaki.

"Assalamualaikum~ kata mak, makcik nak bagi barang," my mum pun kasi la barang2 tersebut.

"Siti, sapa tu? muka bukan cam Faizal (abang siti)," tanya my mum.

"Em, sepupu," jawab Siti ringkas.. My mum perhatikan mereka, si lelaki nampak garang, duk marah2 siti suruh cepat.


Next day, Mak Ngah datang menggosok seperti biasa...

"Esah, Siti kata mintak maaf," kata Mak Ngah kat my mum

"Mintak maaf apa pulak?"

"Dia mintak maaf sbb bitau laki tu sepupu dia,"

"Habis, dia tu siapa?"

"Tunang dia," beritahu Mak Ngah. My mum pun terkejut skit. Budak blum habis sekolah dah bertunang?


Mak Ngah pun cite. Suami dia ni, judi2 pun, pandai bomoh2 skit. Satu hari tu, dia bomoh camner tah, sorang makcik ni sembuh dari penyakitnya. Kononnya makcik tu nak balas jasa suami Mak Ngah, dia nak kawinkan anak lelaki dia dengan anak perempuan Mak Ngah. (My mum cakap; pelik, kalau suami Mak Ngah ugut nak kawinkan anak pompuan dia masuk akal la skit)


"Mak Ngah, kalau nak kawinkan Siti tu biarlah dia abis sekolah dulu. Nanti x guna je sekolah. Mak Ngah xde anak yg lain dah nak harap," nasihat my mum berkali2. Mak Ngah cuma mengangguk.


Selepas my family berpindah, x lama dengar2 Siti dah kawin. Mak Ngah langsung x beritahu kat my mum. My mum pun dapat tau dari kawan dia. siap Mak Ngah bitau jgn bitau kat Esah, Mak Ngah takut.


P/S: Wala, my mum pun dah pindah KL. Kalau bitau pun, apa my mum leh buat? Takkan p kenduri kawin tu pastu cakap "STOP!STOP!" cam filem hindustan lak. Anyway, Siti budak sekolah tu pun dah kawin, aku bila lagi?

nak kawin jugak

PICTURES THAT PLAY WITH YOUR MIND

See the baby?

“ABAH DAH TAHU LAMA KE?”

As usual, tgh lepak2 dlm kamar, kelihatan Bibie sdang besembang dg phone.. mungkin ayahnya.. karena waktu aku lalu bilik dia, kedengaran dengkuran yg kuat.. x mungkin itu Bibie, melainkan bfnya.. maka Bibie pun besembang di luar..

Tiba2 dengar cam.. hik hik.. gitu deh.. Bibie ni gelak macam nangis jer… pikirku. Tapi makin lama makin kuat, & memang kedengaran btul2 dia nangis! Aku lantas keluar & tanya “wat’s up bibie?” eh bukan.. “kenapa ni bie?”.. dia masih menangis dan terus becakap dgn phone...

“abah dah tahu lama ke?” – itu yang aku dengar.. sblm aku masuk ke bilik balik. Bibie bukan jenis orang yg menangis depan2.. dia cewek tegar bbanding aku. Tak lama terdengar jeritan sayu.. “tanakkk tanakkkk!!!”.. bfnya mungkin datang menenangkan nya..

Kenapa eh? Lalu.. teringat aku mimpi 3 hari lalu.. aku mimpi patah gigi depan.. aku bitau kat jeniffer. Tok moh mimpi kata.. itu menanda sesorang akan meninggal.. “gigi atas ke gigi bawah?” tanyanya.. “gigi atas!”... “owh.. itu orang yang kenal, bukan family…..” namun waktu itu aku cuma mengangap itu mainan tido, krn aku bangun tido pun kul 9..

Tapi tadi Bibie cakap “abah dah tahu lama ke?” mmm.. mungkin ad kawan dia meninggal.. sbb if family dia yg meninggal takkan x bitau kot..
Knock, knock, bibie datang.. dengan idung & mata merahnya..
“kak cigo ada soal2 forensik” tanya dia.. [oh ya, aku tak amik ujian ulangan forensik..] aku pun kasi soal2 tersebut ke dia..
“kalo buleh orang nak balik malaysia hari ni jugak tau..” kata Bibie. [hah, dh agak.mesti ada paper nih]
“knape? Ada org meninggal ke?” [huih..directnya aku tanya..dasar ga sabaran]
“mama.. huu… “ bibie mulai nangis lagi.. tak tahan menahan, air mataku jua bercucuran... mak dia? Padahal 2 bulan lepas baru mak dia datang ngan abang dia.. makcik tu.. dia main piano kat luar tu.. makcik tu nampak sihat jerr.. dan cantik..

Aku cuma diam tak bertanya.. bila Bibie blah, aku segera tepon jeniffer yg mana dia ad kat masia waktu tu.. setelah cuba dptkn no.phone nyer..
“jenn... huuu weee...” bicaraku sambil tangis
“nape Go?” Jen ketika itu di rumah temannya, pelik dpt panggilan dari ku.. waktu tu hanya 2 terlintas di pikiran 1-pasal pembayaran yuran university aku x settle lagi. 2-pasal mimpi aku patah gigi..
“bibie...” kataku tersekat2… “mak bibie meninggal……..”
“*gassssppp*”

Sedekah kah al-fatihah buat bonda bibie..
Ibunya masuk spital 1 bulan sebelum karena cancer paru. Sudah stadium 4 & matastase ke otak. Lalu dokter bertugas melakukan chemoteraphy tanpa informed consent. Ibu bibie tidak tahan chemo, meninggal. & bibie tidak tahu hal ini hinggalah ibunya meniggal. Bibie kesal kerana xde satu pun family dia bitau. Kini, ayah bibie masuk spital sbb sakit jantung krn tak dapat terima……….